BEYOND BEAUTY & MAKEUP: Reflecting on a Year of Transformation

30 Nov

As the year starts to slow down, I can’t help but think, “What a year it’s been.” If I had to sum it up in one word, it would be transformative. This past year has been a whirlwind of growth, creativity, and let’s be honest a little chaos as I’ve shifted from bridal makeup to exploring the world of editorial, fashion, and onset artistry. It hasn’t been easy. In fact, it’s been downright challenging and frightening at times but it’s also been the most rewarding chapter of my career so far.

Bridal makeup has always been my bread and butter, and honestly, I’ll never stop loving it. There’s nothing quite like being part of someone’s wedding day, creating a look that makes them feel like the best version of themselves. I mean, how can you not get caught up in the love, the laughter, and the happy tears? Weddings are still a huge part of my business, and they always will be, but I started to feel this little nudge. You know that feeling in your gut when something’s missing? That’s where I was - a part of me was craving more. So, it was time to leave my part time job, finally listen to that nudge, and throw myself into reconnecting with my creative side.

Moving into editorial and onset work has been like stepping into a completely different world. The storytelling, the creativity, the sheer freedom of “let’s give it a go and see what happens” it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. Every brushstroke, every look, contributes to a larger vision, and the possibilities feel endless. Whether it’s creating bold, high fashion looks, experimenting with avant-garde techniques, or collaborating with a whole new universe of creatives, I’ve rediscovered my passion for makeup in a way I didn’t even realise I needed.

But… and there’s always a “but,” isn’t there? this shift came with its own set of challenges. Let’s not sugarcoat it, it felt like starting over. I had to reestablish myself in an entirely new space, build new connections, and prove myself all over again. At times, it was terrifying. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have moments where I thought, “What the hell am I doing?” And let’s not forget, I decided to do all of this while diving headfirst into running my business full time. No part time wage to fall back on.

Looking back, it feels a bit reckless but, honestly, very on brand for me. When I decide I’m in, I’m all in. That sink or swim mentality kicked in hard, and I had one choice, swim. I told myself, “You better f***** swim,” and just went for it.

If you know me, you know I love to prepare for every possible scenario. So leaning into uncertainty? Not exactly my natural habitat. But through the chaos, I discovered something incredible - I found a version of myself I didn’t know existed. A version that’s more confident, bold, and connected to my artistry than I’ve ever been. And that’s wild to me because, I’ve always been my own worst critic. I hold myself to ridiculously high standards, which can be both a blessing and a curse. But this year, I wanted to get out of my own way - I’ve learned to embrace the messy, imperfect parts of growth, and honestly? I’m kind of proud of myself.

Again, That doesn’t mean it’s been smooth sailing. Balancing my bridal commitments with creative projects all while going on a journey of personal and professional growth has been... tricky, to say the least. Weddings will always have my heart, and I’ve worked hard to ensure this transition doesn’t take away from the experience I give my bridal clients. In fact, stepping into this creative world has made me a better bridal artist (in my opinion, of course) I’ve brought fresh ideas and techniques into my work, and it’s given me a whole new perspective on beauty.

Looking back on this wild year, I realise it’s been a journey of rediscovery. I’ve said yes to opportunities that scared the hell out of me. I’ve made space for creativity and found contentment in not always knowing what comes next. It’s reminded me why I fell in love with makeup in the first place - the power to transform, tell stories, and connect with people on such a personal level.

As I look ahead, I’m excited to see where this path leads. Whether I’m creating soft, timeless bridal looks, creating bold editorial statements, or bringing visions to life onset, my mission is the same: to celebrate beauty in all its forms! Next year? It’s going to be massive. Let’s see where this crazy ride takes us. Stay tuned - this is just the beginning.